I am not new to this marriage site as everyone is well aware of me" lovehurtsalotwithanger"That's "me"Hello everybody,I am very anxious to give my update and here goes....My husband and I separated for one week,and the things I felt with in that "one week" is like never before,I "cannot" live without him,I love the crazy,up and down merry go round kind a love,hate,sweet, stupid man! I LOVE HIM,and I am tired!!!!!!why!!!because one minute he is the weekend lover as you all know by now, and then again he is the bad husband! over the weekend he was very very sweet,took me out,cooked for me, love me like if "NOTHING"is wrong! and all that time in the back of my mind,I know,and I know,and I was so scared of when he would lose the focus of the sweetness.I wish he could be like that forever and never change,but that's my stupid wish and it is not going and happen,because I am no fool to ADHD now and I know the up's and down's in it..He is actually going to fix my car but I am scared of that also because,well,he always reap roaches me for "EVERYTHING"he does for me..Well that is the risk I have to take and I am fed up and scared and very much in what I call the "panic time" with him.....