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I am currently reading Melissa Orlov's book and it is scary how everything matches my marital life.  I am finally understanding what my wife has been going through and it hurts me.  I don't realize what my actions are doing to her.  The book  is like a slap in the face.  I have tried to share this with my wife and tell her that she has not been dealing with me the right way.  The blaming and parent child relationship.  She did not deal with this well and still argues that I need to change.  I do, but I feel she is making it more difficult with her responses.

So my wife and I are constantly fighting for numerous reasons. But we called a truce and started over last week. I've been taking meds again too  

Today she says "when you win a free doughnut you can't get a coffee. " (local coffee shop contest you can win a free doughnut)

I never go to this coffee shop so my question was: "that doesn't make sense, I don't get it. Are you saying you can't buy a coffee in conjunction with winning a doughnut? Or what? Explain. 

She responds "ya you can't get a coffee"

I found my ex has ADHD (he's 34) 5 months into our relationship. He never told me. He only mentioned sometimes that he's bad a organizing and scheduling. I found out when I saw Ritalin on his desk and asked him what it is. He told me it's to help him with organization skills. I went home later that night and googled Ritalin myself. So ADHD came up. But I didn't think it was a big deal. Now finding this site makes me realize ADHD stretches far beyond work ability. I'm now officially done with this guy after a year of physical and verbal abuse.

I'm going to throw out a bunch of questions I've been having about situations that come up over and over again with other couples.

I would love answers from both ADHD and non-ADHD spouses.

There are clear times when my ADHD spouse says something that didn't happen the way he says. I know this is common with couples. He acknowledges this sometimes and welcomes me to correct him. But then there are times he is not okay with it and gets flooded/overwhelmed because he really remembers it differently and wants to disagree with me. For example, I could say

I have a thought that expectations of the benefits of ADHD medication may be too high.  Maybe not so much for the non-ADHD spouse, but for the person with a later-in-life diagnosis of ADHD.  

A person with near-sightedness can wear a pair of glasses or contacts to 'improve' their vision.  At days end, they remove the glasses or contacts, and obviously those things did not 'fix' their vision.

I think if we had a clear list of specifically what the medication will do, than it may be easier to understand if the the medication is beneficial or not.

Just wondering,

My ADHD husband has zero coping skills and has a tantrum whenever things don't go his way. I will do pretty much anything to avoid engaging him in a fight but I'm only human and it happens. When we argue he has a tendency to scream that he hates me and wants me to leave. I never leave because I tell myself he's "not himself" and he doesn't mean it. When he calms down he will usually apologize and say he didn't mean it. But lately I've been struggling to believe him when he apologizes. I've told him that the things he's said to me in anger are hard to forget, even though I honestly try.

This is something that I do think is relevant to people with ADHD in terms of lying or perceived as lying or not telling the truth.  In this case it comes in the form of rationalizing which is something that I have worked very hard in eliminating in my repertoire.  It is simply trying to explain yourself or justify why you do things which in the case of undiagnosed ADHD.....this almost becomes second nature to do.