"...There's a big difference between mostly dead and all dead. Mostly dead is slightly alive."
A month and a half ago, before I was diagnosed, DW was ready to move out and get divorced. Finances prevent us from doing that for the next year, and she moved into the spare bedroom instead.
In the meantime...
Finding myself so confused and deflated, and completely unsure what to do. I've posted on here a couple of times only but have taken a lot of heart from the many posts I've read over the last year or so. I've been married for 20 years to a man who was diagnosed adhd a year ago at the age of 48. Together we've faced a lot of big challenges, particularly in the last 8 to 10 years. DH is an alcoholic who has been sober nearly 4 years after some really close calls.
I have been married 12 years to what I have always thought to be the most amazing man ever. Sometime in the last few years...things have changed. He has always been anti social and forgetful (in an unusually extreme way). I always blamed this to his pot use. However, being off pot for more than a year now, hasnt helped. Lately Ive been researching things and keep stumbling across ADHD and they all describe him to a T. His comeback to anything is that I like to take away anything he enjoys. Or that I force him to do things he doesn't like.
Today, I took a calculated risk and told my husband that I felt the need to talk about a subject that is very painful for him, his failure to look for a job since he was fired three years ago. He has said in the past that this topic always makes him feel inadequate and guilty and so on and so forth, and so I have grudgingly avoided talking about for several months. But I was thinking today once again that it just isn't fair to take a major issue off the table because of one person's discomfort.
This is not what I signed up for when I married this man. I do not know how we got to this place. Our problems have increased gradually as our children (boys 11 and 15) have grown. My husband is not only ADD but had a very dysfunctional home life as a child, especially with his mother. I feel doomed. He seems to not be able to separate his history from our home life. I came from a very loving and supportive family. Yet, we are repeating many of the patterns in his home. I pay for his mother's sins every day of my life. He pays little to no attention to me. There is a double stand
Hi Funnyfarm,
If someone doesn't show interest in you, support or encourage you, listen to you, or do thoughtful things for you, how can you tell if they love you, or if they're just making do with you or using you?
example:#(1)
A few weeks ago we went out to the casino where they serve free drinks and food while anyone gamble the slots machines or play poker...it had a very attractive girl working the night shift that night,he was starring down the little girl of whom could have been his sister(SHAME ON HIM)apparently he loves younger women and even his ex wife explained this to me in one of her emails to me...well...I kicked brass when we got home telling him that I know what he was doing and we had a fight over it...
right..
So imagine God says to you...here's this man. And he's wonderful, enthusiastic, bright, charming...he'll find new ways to make you laugh every day. And no matter what life throws at you, no matter what you go through, you will love him more every day, and it will never stop. And it isn't until after you say YES sign me up, and you fall too deeply in love to turn back that God says, "but wait, there's more." For the rest of your life, you will live for this man. All of your hopes and dreams, your goals and plans...all that now takes a backseat to just keeping him together.
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